Tragic Fairytale

I remember it like it was last night
When I saw you the first time
We hit it off really fast
And there was no looking back
There was no such thing as a bad day with you by my side
Making one mistake
I never knew that’s all it would take
I loved you then and I love you now
I wish I could move on but I don’t know how
I can’t blame you for feeling the way you did
With all you went through
I don’t know what I would do
I would be so broken
So hesitant
So reluctant
To further my feelings in someone I felt could break me
Cut me
Deep in the heart
To the point of no return
A laceration so deep that it can’t be mended again
But I would have never done that to you
I cared about you too much
Growing apart
Has done nothing but make me grow closer to you
Its done nothing but make me crave you more
Because you are the one I truly adore
All the songs I’ve written,
You were the one I wrote them for
You are the reason tears have been shed
Ever since you left
I’ve felt dead
A carcass rotting away
A hollow tomb
Empty
Like nothing else matters
You were my life
The reason I wanted to live
My fresh breath of air
The one I would always forgive
Are you not bothered?
By the fact that I desire you so much?
I often wonder
What life be like without having met you?
It would be worse
Because I hadn’t found what love is until I met you
And now that I know what love is
I know what to look for
Too bad you were the one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with