Deja vu
Can’t escape this deja vu
Cant make something of myself
I don’t know what i want to do
Much less what i need
I am so lost for words
I have no answers
Ready to give up trying
Tired of shape shifting
Confusion is an epidemic
My brain can’t take all these thoughts
Memories flood my mind
They always are nonstop
I cant forget what i want
Hurting so much, in my mental
My only salvation is physical pain
Blood doesnt have to surface
Who says i have to create scars
Punch my fist so hard
Anger boils insides
Because im so screwed up in my mind
I wish i could be dead
And never come back to this world
Why start over, when it will all be the same
Life sucks and to me life isnt worth anything
Who is actually happy and satisfied?
I cant imagine that contentment in life…
She say its selfish to take my life
And leave all those who love me behind
What are you even talking about
Love is support
Love isnt turning a blind eye
To the mentally unstable
To the mentally hurting
Just because i want something else for my life
Support is hard to come by
Love isn’t a freaking title
Mother or not
Love is not just a word
Married or not
Love is pain
And i dont want to feel it anymore
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